Back to the Barre! | Adult Ballerina Blog

Well I finally have some good news, I got a job! Back to my previous company but in another department and still doing design, and the same pay rate so I can afford ballet again!!!! I can’t wait to be back!

At the same time of feeling success, I can’t help but feeling sad. I’ve wanted my job back for so long, mainly because it’s semi secure income and a good pay rate, plus I’m getting the coveted industry experience needed for even better jobs. The first few days I was excited and very happy, but today I feel sad. Having to go back to waking up early, spending hours commuting with angry rush hour drivers, and sitting at a desk all day instead of working out, making art and trying to figure out how to gain clients in my photography business. I guess the last one is the worst, I feel like I’ve failed in getting by business off the ground while I had time off. With all the time off I should be a marketing wizard and be getting inquiries daily and booking clients! But I’m not and I don’t understand why. I know it’s not my quality of work, but getting in front of people who are looking for photography services. I feel like I failed myself and my true calling to go back to slaving to “the man” that is corporate business that is only another temp contract.

On the plus side, I have my ballet schedule all laid out and am about to go to some barre and pointe strength exercises so I don’t go back to class weak and terrible! It will be so good to go back to the studio again, even if I do make a fool of myself forgetting combos most of the time, maybe some day I’ll fit in!

World Ballet Day Fun!!!

World Ballet Day is one of the best day’s of the year for dancers! What is better than getting a look into the most famous ballet companies for a whole entire day! I just wanted to lay in bed all day and watch it, but was also motivated to get out and dance. It’s hard to keep up with all the fun all day, fortunately no work for me, but I did get into the studio for a little bit and worked on a lyrical dance that has been in my head and to work on some pointe work and dancing without having to worry about doing a routine or having a time limit. I might post it later if I get the nerve up, or maybe just a little preview on Instagram (@aliciaaerial) 😉

In case you also need to catch up on anything missed yesterday, here are the links!:

 

Oh and some barre exercises! Can’t get enough of those!

I’ll add more as I find them, or feel free to add what you find in the comments!

Happy Dancing!

Alicia